Friday, October 17, 2008

No Doubt We Belong Together


We spent each of the 3 nights that we had together walking the area around the Grove Park Inn, (See Picture). Each night brought wonderful talks and slow strolls through the woods under a moonlite sky. We were inseperatable, always holding hands.

We talked about the bears in the mountains not realizing that Christa was scared of them. Sje kept telling me that there was no bears in these mountains. I guess being from Iowa you wouldn't see any bears? I spent alot of time scaring Christa that I was hearing bears in the brush because she would aways hold me close to her so they wouldn't get her.

As I mentioned above that we were always holding hands.......thats true. What I know now is that we both thought alot about kissing one another but were to scared to do it. We were the same now as we were 2 years ago when we first met but now I had just turned 18 and Christa was a few months away from turning 16.

So many times while we walked under the stars I wanted to stop and turn Christa towards me and for us to share our FIRST kiss together but it would not happen. We ended our time together just as we did 2 years earlier.......no kiss, hating to say goodbye and wondering when we were going to see each other again!
I knew when my heart started hurting shortly after Christa left for home that she was my true love! When you can develope feelings for someone that you first meet, only spend several days with then, not see them again for 2 years and think about them constantly and then have the same feelings and plus some when you do see them again then you know it's true love!

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